hellohello
Cause it’s you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to Lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don’t know why, I can’t keep my eyes off of you
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Wednesday, July 18, 2007, 10:29 PM
sunshine smiles and moonlight eyes.just hear me outif it's not perfect, ill perfect it till my heart explodes.i freaking hate school.im warning everyone,im in a foul mood,DONT piss me off.in the mornin i was damn moody in the car.daddy's attempts to make me laugh didnt work at all.(it normally works damn well)during assembly i was trying so hard to keep my tears in.biting lips and pulling my skirt.reached class,decided to
fts.friends made me laugh here and there.esp trina and shimin.it worked all day,till mummy picked me up.i hope it works tom too.the only thing tt's keeping me going now is my love for cars.yes,no kidding.i love torque.totally.mummy brought me out today,finally.but yeah.anyway,BOB,i dun even noe if i still want to go.but ive already got the dress,so i guess i shld go?
i wrote a damn long letter,and aft writing it,i crushed it and threw it away.it doesnt help anymore.freak,i need to talk to someone badly.but,i cant.i dont know who to turn to.thought of someone who wont leave.ever- but remembered she lost her phone.i doubt i can call her hse,her mom might scold.screw life.i cant do it,really cannot do it alone.i need to be happier,and soon.
freaking shit.
i got the call,she's admitted.
he said she might even die tonight.
$%*$%^&* im in no mood for this now.
i freaking need you now, sigh.you were so easy to talk to.but i never said anything,u were frustrated.and now when i reallyreally want to,i cant.you're not here. )': FUCK.i told myself i won't miss youbut i rememberwhat it feels like beside youI really miss your hair in my face.